Since blogger is such an ass to my home desktop,i have decided to curi-curi gunakan blogger di kerja,memandang kan boss-boss saya belum tiba di office. :)


haha!

Well,lets start my story telling...

I have always look forward to weekend. why?cause weekend are times where i can have extra sleep,let my brain rest,spend my time with my kesayangans.

For this last weekend,both days was well spent with people i love soooooo much.

Saturday 29th August 2009

Had the 1st half of the day dedicated to mum. Accompanied her to Gombak,just to let her shop. So theres go my cute mother ajak her daughter jalan-jalan from Gombak to Jurong Point to Jurong West Selera Ramadhan. and guess what time we start to jalan-jalan?about 11am.wow! siang or what!

Then after buka, baby picked me up and off we go to catch the movie "Where Got Ghost?" hilarious with a little bit of lameness...ok uh...lepak ar cerita dia...

its funny to enter the movie theatre knowing that you are watching a chinese show and feels weird that you are the only malay or maybe of of the few among the chinese. However,this is not our first time. Asal eh b kita tk watch malay movie je?pelik la pulak.hmm...well the show is very Singapore style.go watch it!

Sunday 30th August 2009

I thought this year i would be a little relax about baybeats instead of being excited like previous years.thought i just wanna watch from far,listen to the music or maybe totally not turn up for baybeats.but NO! i was wrong...i came down with Zma and friends and in the end i went crazy like any other years.hahaha! and if to think that i'm too old for moshing moments,neh,i'm never old for it.Zma,you're my moshing buddy la...tapi tk kn smpai 23,24 pun nk mosh mcm pompan gila eh...

And to know that bf is going to the same event and hoping not to bump on him there is soooo stupid uh fah.out of all the places i could bump on my dearest,in the middle of the crowd. So,in the end, Zma and me went our seperate ways after the crazy event,she went with his friends,and me?whats more?bf dah de,dia hantar alek ar...haha!

oh btw...

on 26th Aug...i turned 20 la seh!

One year older....no more a teenager! boohoo..well to all darlings that have wish me in any medium,be it fb,sms,msn and phonecalls, thank you so much alright.this year was rather simple.break fast with my baby and his parents....(meet parents or what!haha!) errr...ok la.. -_-

i guess thats all for now...till then...

muax!

awak,mish you. ;)

♥ 09:54

i cant post a proper entry from my home desktop cause blogger is not at its actual format here.geram pe aku ngn computer aku....mintak ampun seh ni.

sesungguh nya ku berpuasa,cannot bingit2.

well ok,will update through work's place desktop.if i'm not busy that is.

till then,

Irfah


p.s: baby,i love you!

♥ 11:25

Good day my dear earthlings!

sorry for not updating.been busy with work and trying to ease my mind from problems, to the extend, i tire myself.

well,i'm feeling better now.

anyhoos,i've filled my weekend with great events and great people,simply all in one package...

Saturday 8th August 2009



Celebrating Fatin's 20th. We clearly know her wish was to karaoke for the whole day,well everyone knows she love to karaoke.but this time round with our friends brilliant ideas,we manage to put it together and give her a little surprise on top of the karaoke session. Fatin, i hope you enjoyed your day alright. so, Happy 20th Birthday and i swear kau nampak garang la siol ngn tattoo spiderman tu...fuh! mat2 pun tk berani ar nk dekat ngn kau.hahaha! ;)

Sunday 9th August 2009

Planned to just meet up Hisham,without any idea where or what to go and do. In the end, met up his friends at City Hall and catch the fireworks and feeling patriotic la kan.kita anak jati Singapura ok.Hisham was very semangat with red shirt ok.haa!



we manage to stick together despite the crowd that almost drive us gila. after fireworks, we had late dinner at Newton Circus...hmm...makan makan makan.hobby gitu lor.next, Boy brought us to Blackmore,seriously i have no idea where is that place.so just lepak2,dah ngntok balik uh.

The day ended with a great ending. :)

That day,that night,i can hardly describe how i felt. all i know, i had to thank you,i hope you mean it and i love you.

Saturday 15th August 2009



Cuzzy Irah had to do her portfolio for her make up course. So here i am and iqa,being her model yang tk bermodal.hehe! cuzzy,we are honoured to be your model of the day and trust me, you got the talent and passion. keep it up and you'll go far with it.

So thats my 3 fun filled weekend.hmm...guess i have make use of my weekend wisely aye.not bad...

Last but not least...





we're fine now. :) i'm just hoping for the best and shall things just get better.
only you yourself know how it really feels deep down your heart.

Love you Hisham.

♥ 22:13

I just believe that every words said are prayers asked.
He knows best.

Between me and him are good now.But i'm a little busy finding solutions to my problem.so ya...will blog soon. ;)

♥ 20:24

Subhanaallah! kusut nye kepale aku!

work is double pressure now
mum is worrying me much over her weak leg
He is not here with me
ape niiii...why everything have to come in one shot???

♥ 09:40

Last week,i lost my mind.

This week i feel pathetic.

I miss you sooo badly but i just felt its sooooo pathetic of me to keep on missing you and trying to comfort myself 'its ok irfah,its not as if you cant talk to him anymore'...but thats not the point.

if i could turn back time,i would keep on replaying the moments we had when we first started together and how loving you are towards me and how blissful we are.

My tears have dried up,its not because i cried too much because of you but what i have been through from the past relationships till now.its all about the same matter.masalah nya tetap pasal guys and relationship.i wonder,what have i been doing for all this while.

i used to flirt around as much as i can after i broke up.but i cant seem to do it now.why eh?did i just lost my mojo?things feels different now.its not because i wanna stay upset and dwell over the broken relationship neither i'm staying this way cause i'm waiting for him.its just that i cant do it.i cant flirt anymore,even worst,nk buat kawan pun otak aku dah mati beb.make me stay like this for 10 years,and i'll grow up to be a grumpy old woman,trust me.

for all i know,i just miss everything about him.but why him eh?no idea.i dont care what ppl say about this shit i'm going through,i'm just gonna spill it out.furthermore,i doubt he read my blog.so no worries....

He,was a different man i dated and been in a relationship.different from the rest.he rarely verbally show me he loves and misses me.he show it alot when he sees me.He,do not need flowers or chocolates to steal my heart,he just do it by pampering me.He,plays with my hair,hug me tight,He,kissed my hand everytime we see each other,He, never fails to kiss my forehead everytime he send me home,He,was that guy who would nag or scold me for something thats is really relevant.He,is the only man so far who manage to tegur my perangai in matter of whats gd and bad,that,being able to give me a knock2 on my head.for at least bring my ego down and make me learn to ngaku my kesalahan and ringan mulut to apologise.

He,was just a simple young man with something different.which i hardly find the answer,cause its just more than what i typed in all of the above.

For this lengthy post i have, is simply just to tell how much i misses him.wherever you are,whatever you do,i want you to know i love you so much and never can thank you enough.and i'm sorry too for any wrongdoings i made towards you.

p.s: i miss you a little too much.

♥ 22:00