I realize my mistake. No one have any idea how disappointed i am with myself to have disappoint someone i love so dearly. having this, i had to bear its consequences. and this have cause me the thing i feared most,losing my dearest.
i dont know whats next. bu i know very well he wouldn't be around anymore like he usually do.it kills me so badly.i dont know what to do,even if i do,i know it can hardly work.
I can't hold this feeling anymore...Baby i'm sorry.i wish you're back.
how stupid can i get....ergh! i'm soooooooooooooo frustrated with myself!!!!!!! whyyyyyyy?!!?!??!?! stupid stupid stupid!!!!
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