As per icon above, yes,thats how i feel.

boohoo!


I had great destressing moments past weekends.i had ayu to sit,chit chat,jalan2,eat fried mars bars,some laughters spent together with me.

while the other weekend i had baby to have a feast with me at Popeye.now thats what i call GLORIOUUSSS FOOOODDD...nak lagik! nk lagik!

i have photos,edited and all.but i just couldn't use the internet at home.the net at home been such an ass.either theres virus or its just my comp that is corrupt cause it seems that almost every website i visit i being blocked.wth?so frustrated.


and to transfer to my thumbdrive and upload it at work,i just got no time to sit infront of the comp at home cause by the time i'm home,i'll be dead tired.all i want to do is,have my shower,dinner,some tv time,last but not least,sleep.

And now,being that i already started jogging,twice a week at least,after work,i'm losing its habit already. cause i just thought,it looks like almost everyday i'll be home late. i just want some days whereby i can be home early and not have my mum ringing my mobile over and over again asking me when will i be home.

you know,i think,recently,i feel like the only place i wanna be is,my home.its so hard to have me at home seh or be home early and be with my parents...haix.

oh well.

gtg.till i blog again!

♥ 13:03

For you,



whom have sacrifice your love for me,
Just for my happiness and future,
I can never Thank you enough.
I'm deeply sorry for not being able to ever see those things you did for me.


Knowing,listening and seeing the truth,
you still give me advises and encouragement to this current relationship i have.
cause you believe that was the best for me.

I know its not easy to let go of something/someone that you've been searching without fail
for two years.and to leave it after you found it.


I'm sorry for taking this long to realise.I'm sorry for running away.Sorry for everything.


Now, you left. So suddenly. i can't reach you in any way. Your facebook,mobile,MSN...every means of communication.I don't even know if you ever know that my blog existed.Now,like what i did to you once upon a time, have now return to me. I feel the Karma now.


i never had the chance to tell you how grateful and how thankful i am towards you.


Wherever you are, please know how grateful i am towards you...thank you sooo much. i lead a better life now,with so much love from him. I hope you find yours one day and lead a blissful relationship with her too. I wish you all the best.no worries,you are a better man now.


.......................................


And Baby,


This is the truth.Truth hurts,i know.


He sacrifice his love for me to let me lead this wonderful relationship with you. Cause he know you would be a better man for me. and how much i have love you.


Not asking you to be appreciative towards him.its just me that i'm too thankful to him for his advises and encouragement.


Baby,you know i love you so much and wish this will last as long as it could.


I hope you able to understand. Love you.

don't give me that cold shoulder sayang,i can't take it.


Love,
Irfah

♥ 17:08

Dear blogger,

guess i wasted the day.its friday.no bosses in the office...just me and the tembam boy.me bored.no work to do.yes....did nothing other than entertaining myself with facebook games and youtube.how good life can get if the rest of my working life is exactly just like right now...three malay words...MAKAN GAJI BUTA.but fat hope ok...in this line i'm doing...when its busy...theres no way you can be at ease on take a minute break and vist your cafe world.

ahhhh....where is loverboy...he sound cranky when i called him earlier on...understnd understood,abg kita tu tgh tidur,penat dari kerje la katakan...

well ok...waiting for loverboy....

extremely bored!!!


bye ppl!

♥ 17:09

Mundane Monday

Yes people! its a MUNDANE MONDAY!!! office is so quiet...colleague is not around...i got nothing to do....all i did for the past office hours was....FACEBOOK,CAFE WORLD...over and over again...

first few hours was fine but not until the next few hours after lunch ok...its killing mee!!! ok the clock is striking 5 pm soon...i'm soooo gonna leave work.anyone out there care for a drink with me?just to spice up my oh super boring monday....

oh maybe should i just go home,have my rest and start munching infront of the tv?if i were to meet my friends,mum will be calling me over and over again cause dad is having his night shift tonight...ergghhh...

what can i do ....what can i do...what can i do....

ok thats it...i'm leaving!

till then...have a good day ya people!


p.s: missing ayu sooo badly.

♥ 16:47

Eid celebration with friends this year seem to be very very quiet compared to last years. Maybe every individual have been busy with work and etc.

Well,its ok.we shall have a mini perjumpaan hari raya when everybody is free alright.yes,this is a shout out to my Jin Tai Sec and ITE peeps...you guys jangan nak cabot eh!!!

ok so thats that.





On Tuesday 29th September 2009, i actually took leave from work just to jalan raya with Baby and friends.sanggup aku kau! well thats after much pujuk by him too uh. they manage to rent a van with driver for a few hours,specially for those who stay away from choa chu kang and yew tee.that is of obviously for people like me. :) so ya...the whole visiting was all about makan makan makan.corset dan kain ku,baik-baik swee2,cantik,longgar-longgar siket sampai jadi teramat ketat dan tertumpah-tumpah babat aku...terselah segalanya akhirnya.haha!

Menu of the day

- Spaghetti
- Mee Soto
- Bone Steak
- Kari Daging
- Roasted Duck

*and maybe some others that i cant remember?maybe include the kuih-muih also?

haa amek kau! tell me how can i not have my baju become so tersendat??? and so much of losing weight a month back la kan.bb!! both of us very bulat already...how?

other than eating,knowing that this year i had to give out duit raya to the kids,following them,i dont really have to! haha.instead,i'm the one who got the duit raya....eeeee...irfah tk tahu malu...hahaha!

i really enjoyed the visiting with them...at least the 'kecoh-kecoh raya' atmosphere is still around...

as for 'kecoh-kecoh raya with family', no need to story la eh...1st and 2nd day of lebaran have always been very kecohrable,enough to bring the whole floor down.mind you! i got HUGE family.


psst...yang itu kesayangan saya ok.hee!


And again...Salam Lebaran to all Muslims ;)

♥ 11:38