deep trouble deep trouble deep trouble
deep shit deep shit deep shit
ahhhh!!!
cannot cannot cannot
cant take it...i probably gonna breakdown sooonnnn...fuccckkkk!!!
♥ 16:44
i'm at work and feeling shitty BIG TIME.
you know,i realize....certain times and certain things really demoralising that it just make you just wanna run away.
and at certain things too, you really cant force and make yourself learn even though all you wanted was an experience.
i felt like my interest,my talent and my capability doesnt belong here. i need something else...i'm already at the verge of giving up.but why should i when its only the beginning?and when i think again,even if its the beginning,why do i have to do something by forcing myself...
ergh! i just want today to end,time past by so fast and last but not least,a hug...
♥ 15:19
Woot!
Its Friday again! the only day in a week that i keep looking forward to...
i got nothing much to update actually but i think i've been a good girl since last weekend.
why?
-i've been home for the weekends,only out with parents.
- been home early after work,at worst,8pm...
baik nye aku!
haha
k i'm bored.i'm alone in the office. when clock strikes 5pm,zoom! i'm on my way to NYP for Layar Andayu's production. excited excited!excited to see my Sentosa-ians and see rya shaking that booty on stage!!! weet! hahaha.
as for now,i just feel like sleeping...the weather is just too nice.n i'm shivering too la eh..my cardigan too thin.ergh!
asl eh aku cerita barang2 merepek ni kat korang?plain bored uh.dah uh.aku blah pun cantik.berbual minah pe aku?beat that la seh!ok dah diam.haha!tata ppl.
♥ 15:11
Monday...
ergh! always draggy.hardly been a Monday where by it would be a good start of the week.
hidup dah mendak...so acam?quit job and lepak all day kape?mahu pe?bleargh!
♥ 13:56
Its November already and 2009 will soon come to an end.
If someone ever ask me whats the best thing that ever happen to me in this year, 2009,
i will answer "The chance that Allah gave to me and Hisham."
Syukur.
Love you baby.
p.s: sorry b.i stole your pic from you know where.haha!
♥ 12:11
i couldnt help but to admit that i miss school too much.
eversince i started working here,i hardly find the joy in it.everyday seems to be a hell for me.i drag myself to work.every single morning,the moment i reach work,i'll be yearning to go home or just get my ass away from work.yes,i have a stable job but i'm unhappy.its not really the job i want.ok,this is what i call job but not a career.if you get what i mean.
why i miss school so much was the joy i had studying with friends,having them around me,we do things together. those times where we always be late for school,cabot lesson to go makan or just merayap to IMM.we even cabot lesson just to go study (konon nya murid tercontoh la kan). stressing and squeezing our brain juice together for projects...everything was sooo....hmm...cant find the right word...but all i know...schooling days have been my happiest days ever.
but without realising, those days are over,infact,its been months that its over.
i wonder,what am i doing sitting in this office now,working and being all unhappy about it.i feel lost for a moment.
ergh! nk cry can tk?
♥ 10:13
hello world...
i'm in the office...waiting for dont know what...no one is in the office except me and abg johor.once he leave,if there is sufficient time,i think i go jog alone for awhile,be back in office and off to theory practice since i'm oh-super-free today! woot!
trying hard not to spend my money too yaw! cause i have no idea where my money is going.
tap tup tap tup...thats all that i left...aiyoh.
*tgh ckp dlm hati* bang oh bang...lincah la klr office ni...org nk tukar baju nk go jog la..nanti terlmbt pulak...boring je...
lalalalalalal...
tick tock tick tock...wah my boy have the chance to slp all day long with this cooling weather seh! jealous seminit!!!pfft.
k uh.bye!
♥ 16:19
Muhammad Hisham
