i couldnt help but to admit that i miss school too much.
eversince i started working here,i hardly find the joy in it.everyday seems to be a hell for me.i drag myself to work.every single morning,the moment i reach work,i'll be yearning to go home or just get my ass away from work.yes,i have a stable job but i'm unhappy.its not really the job i want.ok,this is what i call job but not a career.if you get what i mean.

why i miss school so much was the joy i had studying with friends,having them around me,we do things together. those times where we always be late for school,cabot lesson to go makan or just merayap to IMM.we even cabot lesson just to go study (konon nya murid tercontoh la kan). stressing and squeezing our brain juice together for projects...everything was sooo....hmm...cant find the right word...but all i know...schooling days have been my happiest days ever.

but without realising, those days are over,infact,its been months that its over.

i wonder,what am i doing sitting in this office now,working and being all unhappy about it.i feel lost for a moment.

ergh! nk cry can tk?

♥ 10:13