Its been a week since arwah Ayah left us but it feels like it just happen yesterday. Hard to believe he's gone but this is fact,this is the real world...who would have thought Ayah who have been healthy,cheerful and whom have taken well of his heart problem will leave us even much more sooner than we ever expected.

Arwah Ayah was dearly remembered by others for his character and good deeds. His smiles,his jokes,how he scolded me,his presence,how we teased Mak till she'll get frustrated with us...only Allah knows how much i misses him.theres more to what i feel inside but i can hardly describe cause it meant to be felt than being told...

We never know when our loved ones will leave...maybe later,maybe tomorrow or even now at this very moment...we can never see it coming.

Ini lah yang dinama kan takdir,qadha dan qadhar...Hanya Allah yang tahu kerana Dia yang menentukan segalanya...dan hari kematian itu juga sudah tertulis dan selainnya itu hanya akan menjadi sebab akan kematian itu berlaku...

Ya Allah,aku redha akan pemergian Ayah ku,sesungguhnya Engkau lebih menyayangi nya,lapang kan la kuburan Ayah ku,ampuni la dosa-dosa Ayah ku,ini ku pinta padamu kerna Engkau la Maha Pengampun,Pengasih dan Penyayang...Amin...

♥ 16:44

I'm a little too free for the moment...

And heres my TOP 3 HOT LIST!

*drum roll*


As always...the one and only JAY SEAN...mind you! have always been in the list hor.hurhur.



TAYLOR LAUTNER,I didn't know this boy can turn up to be so hot and spicy.hmm...haha!



ROBERT PATTINSON, he just simply have those gorgeous charming look...those eyes?ergh! kills me baby!

well ok.guess i am toooo free...

but can never compare them to the boyfriend la eh :P


k gambar lepak pe.haha!

♥ 12:00

hey ya world...

life is getting a little mundane...
i need some excitement or something. work been hell...i just wanna leave sooner or later...the boyfriend been busy with his work,part time and all...gf ayu is in india,cousin irah is at jurong west temporarily...boring pe?

i spend most of my days going to work,bbdc and home...errr...new routine or what?macam no life aje... however,its quite money-saving to live life this way too tau...but no way gonna let this keep going,i need to deeeeestrresssss myself...

am looking forward to 18 dec...the ite loves will be meeting!woot!

btw,this week a little bliss for me alright...cause till thurs i'll be alone in the office...and so i can do my work peacefully.enjoy it while you can eh fah.

till then, i'll blog my nonsense again.


signing off...luna(tic) no more lunatic.boorriiiinggggg....!!!!

♥ 13:07

Last Saturday was superb!
why?cause baby and i went to catch The Twilight Saga: New Moon.

can you imagine me smiling thw whole night?haha!



The great movie and the two HOTT guys was SUPER MADNESS for me.
Baby keep covering my eyes,hoping i would miss edward's and jacob's hot 'moves'.haha!
sorry aye.i didn't miss a thing!

thnx baby for the new moon night!

♥ 11:42

am i stress,depress or unhappy?

yesterday is over,now comes today and tomorrow yet to come.
every single day when i step my foot out of my house to work,all i prayed for was my safety,my beloved's safety,a better day and skills to learn.

but we all know,we cant expect our days to always go smoothly.
never did i have a job that affect my live so bad.not talking bad bout my job and company.but certain things just not for you.

like most people been advising me 'patience is a virtue'...ya am i trying to upgrade my patience level...

now lets just see if things goes well.

freak.i still prefer wrking in sentosa...customer service,so my thing la eh.
so i guess this is what they call 'experience'.


and bb,thnx for being there for me that night.i felt better and relieved.muax!

♥ 11:41